STAMMERING BUOY!! I m a MONSTER! NEED SERIOUS HELP NOW!!

Discussion in 'Self Improvement' started by JackyD, May 14, 2020.

  1. JackyD

    JackyD Fapstronaut

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    Oh!! I m tired of this!! I cant even call my mom's name while sitting in a different room!! I cant even respond with the word- YES when somebody calls my name!! This is all happening again and again maybe bcoz my longest streak is 30-50days!!
    Arghh!! I dropped--
    1000Drops of Semen= 100k drops of blood [1drop semen=100drops blood]
    Have been an addict since the past 4yrs!! I even do it when i am with my family on a moving train and also while having dinner!! I am a monster!! So i stuck terribly!
    By the way,earlier i used to recover on 7days,my stammer used to vanish but now it stays for very long!! Today is my Day-14 and still not able to call out loud or speak properly in a tone!! Pple make fun if me!!
    If anyone here with the same probs,then plz reply this post with a suggestion and hope!!
     
  2. The only suggestion is go full monster!! Be a Monster
    Monsters are savage and would despise pixels. A monster would never allow slavery to pixels
    A monster would fight whatever threatens its throne. Your throne is built on Semen.
    Porn is dethroning you
     
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  3. Randy Andy

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    I'm sorry people make fun of you, that isn't happy. There'sa really great video in which a young orphan who has problems, gets made fun of and doesn't get adopted says "I'm a monster" and a wise teacher says "you're not a monster, you're just a little girl.".
    I parented an orphan who didn't get adopted and I had problems with parenting and when younger I was made fun of so this message "you're not a monster you're just a little person" has a lot of meaning for me. My mind makes things out to be what they are not, and it always says things are bad. This idea is more objective, focuses on facts more as in "I don't have horns or fur on my body, I have never committed a serious crime, I actually don't have anything in common with a monster" is helpful to me. And it feels better, that was always a big party of why I used pornography and masturbation was to feel better. Now noticing my thinking, annoying things and being more honest help me feel even better than masturbation did :)
     
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  4. JackyD

    JackyD Fapstronaut

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    Yes thanks a lot for ur support bro! However today is my day 16 yet i cant even express myself in front of my parents! Cant explain them what i want to say! Literally i cant communicate as a human with anyone! I stammer a lot and i blame PMO completely for this!! How should i heal! Any suggestions?
     
  5. Kligor

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    I know how are you feeling buddy,i stutter too.But i try to not give a sh!t what and who think what about that,because it is none of my busyness.I can tell you just one thing,be comfortable with how you talk,try to stay calm.When i m calm i don't stutter,when i m scared or nervous i stutter all the time.In last time i try not to worry about my stuttering and i stutter less now.Maybe you think to much about this and that's why it is happens to much,i don't say you will stop stutter if you don't stress about that,but you will stutter less.
     
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  6. RestlessEngineer

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    I know how you feel man my stutter has returned as well and it is just unbearable, like words i would say millions of times a week before won't come out of my mouth anymore.
    What helps me a lot is to not push it out but just stop talking take a slow breath and then continue
     
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  7. Great message.
     
  8. JackyD

    JackyD Fapstronaut

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    Yes bro i will definitely try it although i try to stay calm,my mind just cant stay calm like before attending my roll call in schools a few yrs back,my heart used to beat a lot faster and still i couldnt respond and students use to look at my face!! I felt so awkward!!
     
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