Some words of encouragement

It is a struggle as with anything that you are trying to learn, or relearn, or recover from. It may take days, weeks, months, or even years to reach a level of recovery to where you can have sexual images in your mind or see something and say to yourself "that's sexy" and not lose your everlovin mind like i do from time to time lol. But recovery will come if you stay with it. Right now you are a scientist studying yourself. No one knows you like you know you. And you got a lot of heart to want to change for the better. Please keep going. Please don't beat yourself down for every slip or relapse. You are human, not a machine. Sex is a great thing! You hear me! Urges and desires are necessary. In my opinion its fuel for life. Keep going with it. You can learn to harness it and embrace it!