Some help with my flatline symptoms please

BigOne79 · Jan 25, 2019

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Ive tried a couple of times with my wife, but it ended up making me feel awful. Now I just cuddle and pleasure her ocassionally (yes sex I know, but I kinda think you mean mutual sex?)
I know it’s getting better, because before I had no nocturnal wood or spontaneous, now I do, also the feelings are coming heavy strong, I’ve honestly never experienced pain like it, it’s really awful, but after every wave of crap the world looks different, I can’t explain it, but I know I’m in new territory, so that must be good thing
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Yeah, I’m experiencing the waves of emotions as well. Some days good and some days bad. It keeps changing so really hope it just balances out but who knows when it will right ...

BigOne79 · Jan 25, 2019

Manchild said: ↑

Yup 90 in hard mode
My mind plays some pretty heavy tricks, some days I’m convinced I’m dying, I know that’s ounds strange, but the over riding thinking/emotion is I’m not safe, it’s all trauma that I didn’t feel all my life due to addiction, now it’s all coming out, the only option I have is to just ride it out, this morning I literally spent 5 hours in extreme fear and anxiety crying, now it’s passed and I feel ok
Good for you reaching 90 days man, I wish you all the best
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Yes!! That is the same with me. Trauma of wasted time is coming out of me and other things as well. I get some short episodes like that too. I do feel better after they pass though... Keep pushing because you are getting better.. Hard mode is the best..

MarinoBigFan1984 · Jan 25, 2019

Just let your dick continue to heal. It will tell you when it’s ready.

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Some help with my flatline symptoms please

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