I went 41 days on my first try. I had my own personal reason as to why I was going to try and stop. Had problems with that for a few weeks - still seems far from patching things up that I just stopped caring and caved in to pmo. It was just different emotions than what i normally had. Now I can feel the anxiety and everything coming back. I will try and get myself together and then start all over. It is a setback and I wish I can change things but I know if I pmo it won't change the way things worked out. Anyway, that's my vent for the day!
Me too, I relapsed on my 65th day. My mistake is that while I abstained from PMO and couldn't even think of it, I forgot too about the forum, and how it helped me, so the bad habit came back just out of nowhere. I'm glad although, that I had a period over a month that didn't even think about M or P. I won't set again my goal to 90 days as I did before, I will just try to beat the 65 days. I hope you'll make it too! Steve.
Thanks guys. For me it was a mixture of 2 things. I was on vacation and came back and jt was just my routine got messed up. Another was a friend whom I had a crush on turned me down and we aren't talking for a few weeks now. But I am not going to let some girl put me down. I liked the way I felt before than now so I just need to get myself together and start again. Goodluck to you Steve!
Starting all over! This time I am in the mindset. I came down with the flu friday and honestly felt as miserable as can be. Still sick but at least I feel like I can start functioning like normal. Laying around and staying inside all day is hard. And not being able to sleep and not thinking straight is tough as well.
