You can because it is not a true, healthy relationship. If any of those guys truly care for you, not just the experience of m & o together, they would encourage you to cut the ties and work on getting healthy. They would want what is best for you. Please know that I don’t say this flippantly, as I have struggled with that too, but you can do this as difficult as it is and as strong as the pull to return is, but you deserve to be healthy, as does your family and relationships. Run, don’t look back and be present, living in the present and real.
