SINISTER MINISTER (i have never told a soul)

I AM AN LICENSED MINISTER JUST FOR CONTEXT AT THE TIME OF THIS STORY

AFTER WE FINISHED HAVING SEX IN MY JEEP, AND THE SEXUAL TENSION RELEASED I SHE GOT FROM ON TOP ME, AND I LOOKED UP AND WHAT DID I SEE. DO YOU TO WANT KNOW WHAT I SAW. IN A BIG GLOWING SIGN "CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST"

ME A MINISTER HAD JUST HAD SEX ON CHURCH PROPERTY. MY STOMACH DROPPED TO THE FLOOR. THE WORST FELLING I HAVE EVER FELT HAD OVERTAKEN ME HOW DID I GET HERE?

AS A MINISTER I ONLY WANTED TO BE CELIBATE WITH WOMEN. NO BIG DEAL. I THOUGHT IF I WATCHED PORN AND MASTURBATED THAT THIS WOULD BE NO HARM AND IT WOULD BE MY LITTLE DIRTY SECRET.

I WAS VERY ATTRACTIVE AND HAD WOMEN CHASING ME, BUT MY PORN USE WASN'T ENOUGH. FINALLY I FOUND A BEAUTIFUL GIRL AND WE STARTED TO HAVE PHONE SEX.
I WAS IN ONE STATE AND SHE WAS IN ANOTHER, SO SHE MOVED TO BE CLOSER.

WE STARTED HAVING SEX SOON AFTER SHE ARRIVED. ONE TIME HERE ONE TIME THERE. UNTIL IT WAS ALMOST EVERYDAY. MY LUST HAD OVERTAKEN ME.

ONCE WE DIDN'T HAVE ANYWHERE TO MAKE OUT AND SO WE DROVE AROUND IN LUST. UNTIL WE DISCOVERED AN EMPTY PARKING LOT.

I BELIEVE THAT WAS GOD REVEALING MY LUST! THAT IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER FORGOT. IT WAS PORN AND LUST THAT LED ME DOWN A DARK PATH AND I HAVE FIANLLY OVERCOME IT!

 

i am happily married now. back then i was in denial, and rationalized it. I now the the wife that God blessed me with. I eventually went celibate. Within that time I met the woman that I prayed to God for. Thanks for your input.

 

No

No I am in a committed relationship now. I am married.

 

THANKS. THAT SITUATION HAPPENED BEFORE MARRIAGE. THAT IS WHY I CUT OUT PORN BECAUSE I DO VALUE INTEGRITY. YOUR, BELIEFS, VALUES, AND BEHAVIOR NEED TO ALIGN. I AM NOT MINISTERING RIGHT NOW. I AM ONLY A MEMBER AT A CHURCH. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONCERN AND PRAYERS. PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME REALLY HARD.