Sexual assault > Sexual interest > Porn use

This is a tough topic, so if anyone experienced this and has had to treat porn through treating such experiences I'd be happy for a short PM to be able to continue the conversation.

I'm working on recovery and I made a list that mapped my own life, finding patterns of deep sexual interest at a very early age (4-7). As I worked on the map, I started getting further back from my original porn exposure (11), and into snippets of memory from first exposure to sexual behavior in my early childhood (2-3). There's a chance that I took part in coerced acts that shaped me as an early sexually obsessive kid. After that, porn just became the tool of choice to experience the same awe and discovery.

Has anyone been working on that through recovery, counseling or therapy? I believe this is the ground zero of my problem. Memories that have been neglected for over 25 years.

Thanks,