Sex reset after 50

Well here I go again. Trying to complete a 90 day sex reset at 52 yrs. old.

This has proven to be my most challenging undertaking in my life. Having been sexualized at 4, I can't remember I time I have ever gone more than a day or two without fapping.

Today I've made it to day 15! Want to do a complete "reset" by going a complete 90 days without self soothing or taking matters "in hand". Even after 25 yrs of marriage and 5 children, I have never been able to satisfy without fapping. Working a 12 step program with an accountability partner this go round. Looking for experience, advice, and insight from you guys along with humbling myself to God to gain success and peace.

Please keep me in your prayers.

 

That was awesome straight talk I've needed yo hear for 48yrs.

Thanks for the ino and admonition.

 

Having to push the reset button again today. Finding myseilf getting caught up in ads on my phone and spending hours looking through pics of underwear/lengere adds both men and women. Had loaded a stupid discount shopping app and before I realized it I was clicking down a primrose path of clothing...under-armour...underwear...lengere...and yes, right into the adult "toy" dept! I really really hate the way my brain and this disease works.
Going back and re-reading the Things you need to know again.

Any experience on dealing with this "Hands Off my stuff" would be greatly appreciated. That's really all I've ever known.