Good morning This is Day 7 Short version of a long story - I started going to massage parlors in 2002 as a substitute for affection (during a messed-up marriage) and developed a deeply ingrained habit. Twenty years later, the anonymous sex has diminished my ability to love another; and since i used the AMP as a stress relief, I have not dealt with feelings for a long time. Needless to say, I'm lonely, maladapted and full of regret. The good news is I have come to realize that I'm acting in a self-destructive way and have to do the hard work. Good advice welcome. Thanks, and best wishes and prayers for everyone in the community
