severeley depressed. If I see another escort I may just hang.

first of all i read that you have money, so there is a bonus. You can get yourself some help.

Ill sum this up nice and short but also what no one ever wants to do or hear. You need to become the person that no longer uses porn, which means you have to change your life. You need to fully commit to the process and focus your energies into helping yourself beat this addiction