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Semi Relapse?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by R3b3l, Jan 23, 2017.

  1. R3b3l

    R3b3l Fapstronaut

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    So I previously posted my NoFap journey on a different forum. https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/day-89-possible-flatline.85400/ However, this past week have been extremely difficult. I am still unemployed, desperately looking for a job to no avail, and to top it off I have been getting urges like crazy. I do work out six days a week, I read books on a daily basis when i am not looking for a job or working out. Yesterday i was bored since it was my rest day from the gym. I had read for a few hours already and did not feel like watching TV or going out since it was raining hard I'm in So Cal. So, what did I end up doing? I grabbed my tablet and went on Amazon's kindle page to download free erotic ebooks. I did not read any, all i did was read the summary and title of the books and hit download. Although i did not MO, I decided to start a different counter and not reset although I am doing hard mode. Now I have a counter for P and another for MO. P counter is at 22hrs and MO counter is 110. so what do you guys think am i just cheating myself although i don't think i should reset because i don't feel my progress is lost. Any advice is greatly appreciate it. Thanks ans stay strong together we can beat this addiction.
     

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