"Self-Restruction"

Hi... I'm 37 and it's time for some major changes. I've always been tied to a computer so my habit goes back to when the PC just started to become porn-capable. I'd find stuff on the old dial-up BBS's and over the years the technology just enabled more and more. Still, nobody's fault but my own. I've wasted a lot of time in my younger years over this. I've ruined relationships and my current one hangs in the balance. My addiction led me to look for offline encounters which I am now atoning for. I'm 11 days in and hoping to keep going. Pretty tired of the guilt and shame. On the bright side, I recently landed an amazing new job and after years of corporate misery, find myself surrounded by amazing talent and a career path doing what I'm best at. My plan is to embrace that, and make an effort every day to improve.

Thanks...

(betting my gf reads this... I think she's reading this site more than I am now