Seems like a decade

Well its 9 days of no PMO i feel like im recovering after going through a lot of relapses my best one was 10 days so these days are very important for me and my recovery..But i have to say today i drunk a lot and a lot of of emotions about my ex girlfriend went on the surface..i was thinking of her for no reason just because i was fucking drunk and somehow i miss her sometimes even though we cant be together because it didnt work and after six years we have to try something else.I have to say my ED caused a lot of shit in our relationship.There were a lot of times i couldnt get an erection ocause of PIED that really poisoned everything my brain and everything in me.We deserve better as men than fucking prostituted and ''actors'' in this damn life.We deserve and a human being so we can share emotions to each other not something damn fake porn video.I will manage to get through withdrawlas and never use porn and masturbation to relax myself.HAVE FUN PEOPLE!!PORN KILLS LOVE AND YOURSELF!!