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Road to my Throne

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by kingsido, Aug 6, 2016.

  1. kingsido

    kingsido Fapstronaut

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    Day 10 of my nofap challenge!!
    The journey so far has been so interesting. This is my second attemt in nofap reboot. The first time was a huge disaster, I was able to last for 25 days, in those 25days were 7 days of wet dreams which deprived me of all the benefits I was expecting so I became frustrated and backed out immediately and went back to my old shameful ways.
    I am 26yrs old and I have been addicted to PMO for 11years now because of my long years of addiction, I suffer the following:
    - Low self esteem
    -Inability to speak to hot girls
    - shyness
    -bad luck
    - inability to add weight
    - self hatred
    - anger/ sadness/
    - poor physic; looking tired and weak always


    This time around I made up my mind to eliminate all the trigers and focus on this challenge to be a better person, so far I haven't had any wet dream, I haven't been fully aroused because I try to prevent it, I have also noticed some improvements in my life, they are:

    CONFIDENCE: my confidence level has risen, I believe I can achieve anything I set my mind to do but I still can't start up a conversation with a hot chick, but I believe this part of my life will sort itself out as time goes on

    SELF WORTH: I now see myself as a human who deserves the best things in life and deserve to be around the best people without feeling shitty about myself

    ENERGY: I feel an abundance of energy bursting inside of me. I walk with my head up and my back straight. And am able to carve a walking style for myself.

    ATTRACTIVE; I look in the mirror and see almost the same person I used to be physically, but when I go out, people just want to say hi to me, girls look at me like they wanna have a taste, makes me feel sexy, but I still wish I was bold enough to ask for their numbers.

    That's all have gained so far and am loving it, am loving my life and loving the world, no more thoughts of quitting this world. Thanx for reading. I will be back with more testimonies on day 20.
     
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  2. Awakening123

    Awakening123 Fapstronaut

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    Posting here everyday helps. You will feel great one day and then crap the next day which is when you relapse out of the blue. Writing a journal everyday also help. Good luck!
     

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