Relapsing Reminded Me Of Why I'm Doing This

Last night I ended up slipping up after 5 days of no PMO. I felt like I made SO much progress in those 5 days and although I did relapse it didn't feel so bad honestly. Yeah, I have to restart my personal timer, but the fact that I did showed me that a life of PMO is no life at all. Sure, it definitely did some good to release some steam, but more importantly, it showed me that the P I was using to do so is really not what I want in my life. Well, at least most of it. There were some aspects that I enjoyed within the genre(s) but those could be experienced in a real life context.

All in all, I'm encouraged to keep going on this journey and at the very minimum give up the P I've grown accustomed to over the last year or two, M/O way less, and seek out real life experiences/relationships.