Three days ago. I was on party with friends. And this hot girl kept flirting with me. I got really horny. I went to the bathroom and started stroking. I stopped myself thank God. I felt weird fapping in a public bathroom wtf. I went home quickly ..i couldn't continue the party. I barely slept that night because I was overthinking what happened. Next day..i decided going to the same night club and having sex with some of the ladies. It wasn't even a night club..it was a local restaurant..with some hot chicks to attract people's attention. I went to a girl and asked her "how much for a blowjob?". I moved with her by my friend's car to a dark place behined the trees..where she finished me . I can't believe I did that. This is not my morals or my viewpoint on sexual interactions. It's all started with that girl in the first party who kept teasing me in annoying way. I'm not used to such situations tbh. Now..i consider myself relapsed. And back to day one.