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Relapsed to porn but...

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by user10111, Jan 4, 2019.

  1. Jan 4, 2019 #1
    user10111

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    So last night I found myself staying up late using my laptops, i was applying for jobs then after I went to YouTube and started watching videos.. I usually sleep at 11pm but i ended up watching some romantic videos on YouTube then went on and opened incognito tab and there i was searching for porn... I watched 3-4 videos just skipping. One thing I have noticed is that I am not getting strong erection like i used to when i watched porn, i guess my brain has decrease the porn neural pathway. I get random strong erections without watching porn and not even thinking about it.. And now i just woke up feeling empty inside because I relapsed last night. But now I am getting committed. My mistake was staying up late and using my laptop Internet for more than 6 hours. I could have used that time for something valuable. But I won't give up, i am getting up again and continuing with NOFAP. Don't give up guys.
     
    user10111, Jan 4, 2019
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  2. Jan 4, 2019 #2
    Hros

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    Good job on not beating yourself up and getting straight back in the game. Good luck!
     
    Hros, Jan 4, 2019
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  3. Jan 4, 2019 #3
    GripStrength

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    Just keep trying. I’m in the same boat. Feel like a complete shit face. But I do notice mental changes, like porn doesn’t get me going at all. At this point it’s literally pure habit. Which really pisses me off a bit. How could I be so dumb and weak and willing to look at porn that hurts a lot of the people portrayed almost guaranteed. I don’t know man.. I’ll never give up though. And I hope you never do either. Last week what kind of helped was that I was constantly listening to podcasts where people are cool and think porn and similar stuff is wrong. I’d try listening to that kind of stuff and see if it helps at all. Good luck!
     
    GripStrength, Jan 4, 2019
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  4. Jan 4, 2019 #4
    user10111

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    Thank you Hros.
    Hey bro, stay strong, We will get over this addiction. I also want to watch Videos from Gary Wilson, they helped me last year, i had made a conscious decision that I am never going to WATCH porn and Masturbate again and my highest streak was 38 days because of that decision. I believe we have power to control our thoughts, so we can say NO to those urges when they come.
     
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