Relapsed to non fetish p but

But you know how you can preview a p video by sliding across the thumbnail, there was loads of fetish p popping up and I kept previewing them, zooming in on them. I'm worried by forcing myself to not watch my fetish p I'm supressing the urges and I had big urges to fap to it last night.

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interracial/humiliation/cuckold genre

is everywhere. I can get hard to other p too but not like my Fetish stuff, that's what gets me the most erections. Fuck, am I doomed to be like this forever? Im afraid I'm in denial of my true self. What do I do? Oh and because I tried so hard to not jerk off to those genres I feel so unfulfilled and incomplete. Fuck