Relapse or nah?

I'm really new to this and i feel like its in the grey zone... and because of that I would say yes or at least you are tempting yourself to fully relapse. Different people have different triggers but the more you float around said triggers your just setting yourself up for failure. Today you might have not went all the way... but what happens next time? My recommendation would just to be don't look her up at all... don't look up anybody that may make you go through with the relapse. You are on day 2... lets keep pushing forward to day 3...10...50 and so on!

 

Well i have to agree with @Aaron you can do this.You are in the grey zone.I mean ok you can look her up but if your intention is to look at pictures of her in order to have dirty thoughts then do not.For now you are OK but do not try this again because next time there will be a relapse.

 

If you did not look at any dirty or provocative pictures then you are on the clear.But i suggest you don't do it again because you can get addicted and then look at dirty pictures.It comes and goes but if you don't feed the urge it will go away just as fast as it came.

 

Your brain will always try to make you look these things up but you are resisting so job well done.Dirty thoughts always come to your head in the beginning but you must replace them with something else and try not to focus on them.The more you ignore them the less frequently they will come so be careful and hang in there.If you continue like this during your journey (resisting on every action that will lead to a relapse) then your journey will be a success without any troubles or setbacks.The sooner you realize that you must hold on no matter what the better it is.It took me long enough but I've made it through

 

So after reading a few of these post and hearing what you said... I feel this is leading you in the direction you dont need to be. Did you relapse no, but this is defiantly a gateway that you needed to get your fix. You said it yourself after 20 secs you no longer had the urge. So even though you only looked at it for a brief amount of time in all actuality you just satisfied the urge at hand. I think its safe to say when you get urges like that its best to do something else. Me when I have the urge or want to look I have a 20lb weight that I start curling... one this keeps me from doing other things and also this helps with small at home workouts. Stay strong and I feel with the support of this community we can all get through this together.