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Redeem myself

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Redem7, Mar 24, 2024.

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  1. Mar 24, 2024 #1
    Redem7

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    I have been using pornographic materials since I was in 7th grade. I was exposed to it by a friend in 3rd but didn’t use it regularly until 7th. My reason for wanting to quit is because it’s slowly has taken over my life. I’ve caught myself multiple times thinking inappropriately of women in public. Lusting over women’s bodies disgusts me but I keep doing it because Im addicted I just can’t seem to stop I keep telling my self I’ll stop after one more time or I’ll jerk off to something that’s weird thinking I’ll be so ashamed I’ll quit but it never works I try to justify my lusting by saying I work out regularly I deserve/can jerk off I know it’s wrong but I just can’t stop I’m hating the man I’m becoming. Also I have had women who’ve liked me in real life but I’ve had no interest in them could my porn addiction be the cause of it. Also I’m a believer of Christ I don’t know if y’all respect religion here but I want to be a better more respectful man. (My age if ur wondering is 15, march 5th bd)
     
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  2. Mar 24, 2024 #2
    Be Inspired

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    Great that you started your recovery journey so early in life. Don't let this disease ruin your life like it has for some of us
     
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  3. Mar 25, 2024 #3
    Abel100%

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  4. Mar 25, 2024 #4
    FocusIsLove

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    Just keep trying brother. There's plenty of people out here trying to figure it out as well. I am maybe not the best example, but after trying this method or that, at the end of the day the most important thing is for you to try and learn how to live a healthy life. If you can learn how to fulfill the needs & wants, or address the pains and woes that you've been using porn to numb over, then you won't even want to turn to it. Figuring out exactly what those things you've been covering up is a painful process though. It's hard work to learn who you really are, especially when you have to come to terms with how weak you have become used to being, but if you succeed it's worth more than anything gold could buy.
     
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  5. Mar 25, 2024 #5
    shorty1

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    ...wow...that's why I'm here thank God. Imagine...this addiction ran like 24/7 during college.....m....
     
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  6. Mar 25, 2024 #6
    mentorr

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    At 15 my porn addiction was just getting started, I didn't find NoFap for another 15 years. So I am in awe that at 15 you have taken the initiative to recover. Really impressive.

    If you are trying to abstain but cannot make it past 7 7days, my advice would be to take a different approach.
     
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  7. Mar 27, 2024 #7
    Redem7

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    Thanks for the encouragement and suggestions guys. It kind feels weird to tell stranger’s on the internet my problems(lol). But I also find peace in sharing a common struggle that people are trying to fight against. I promise y’all I'll try everyday.
     
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  8. Mar 28, 2024 #8
    ElMoha

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    I have finally decided to start Nofap journey, and stop pornography. I thought I should live like until I become a old. there are many hallucinations, to my mind about how miserable my life would be when get older.
     
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