Hello everyone, I was wondering something sooner this day. I had a relationship with a girl for a long time but we didn't had sex, we preserved ourself until mariage. The thing is I was M on P to wait for this moment and my problem was I had too many thoughts about her cheating on me, I would imagine her cheating on be over and over. And I was feeling very bad everytime she would go out. I was being paronoid and we broke up because of this. In porn there is a fetish "**** with married wife" or those kind of stuff you know, and I am wondering is this the reason I was being paranoid and made me believe that my girlfriend cheated on me. FYI my ex never did anything bad that broke my trust, thats the thing. Anyway if you thing this is related and reboot will help me chase those bad thoughts that would be great. Thank you.
Honestly haven't got a clue but its a possibility especially if you're insecure? Do you feel you don't measure up? Pardon the pun....
I tend to compare myself a lot to others but I don't have anything to be jealous about Im not ugly but its just those unreal thoughts that comes to me. Deep down me I know those thoughts are just stupid and unreal but I keep having scenarios in my head.
