I turn 32 years of age in January. I had been addicted to sex workers since 2009, and seriously addicted to p**n since 2010 (although watching it well before then). 16th January 2020 was the last time I paid for any sexual encounter. Before that, I usually couldn't go a month without it. The results have been profound. I lost 10kg and am in the equal best shape of my life. Now it is time to say goodbye to p**n. I started watching it in around 2002, as a young teenager, and it is time to end this unhealthy relationship. I am a man who hasn't had the emotional maturity for healthy relationships with women and people. I know the dating market is pretty f***ed up today, but I atleast need to give myself the best chance of growing emotionally. P**n masks the reality of my lonely and isolated life. If I want to address my social, emotional and intimacy issues, I must say goodbye to p**n. Here's to a great 12 months and beyond.
Almost a week update Already feeling better after making the decision to stop. I can see that if I stick with this, the person who I am truly meant to be can emerge
Hey @Rohanrecovery I hope I can stay away from watching p**n and masturbating this year since it’s a new year and I been struggling to quit p**n and masturbating since 2020 and hopefully I will stay away from it this year. If I want to stay away from p**n and masturbating, I downloaded a p**n blocker phone app called Blocksite a app that blocks websites like p**n website. I will leave that on so that I can quit and stay away from watching p**n and masturbating to p**n.
Hello @g2stop I’m going to reach my goals this year to stay away from p**n addiction and masturbation addiction this year. Since it’s 2021, I will quit the addiction since I download a p**n blocker app called Blocksite to block all p**n websites.
I find that late at night can be triggering, especially if I'm just wasting time surfing the internet on my smartphone. Have to remember to put the phone down and go to bed when this happens
Hey @Rohanrecovery I hope your doing well to stay away from p**n addiction and keep going so that you don’t feel addicted to it!
Hi guys, I've been on a big porn binge the last 24 hours I have some issues to sort out with my life habits. If I don't do that, I will keep relapsing I will keep posting here because I want to change my life for the better this year
Yeah it's garbage I watched disgusting fetish porn today and feel shit now. I want to eradicate this shit in 2021. It's a waste of a life.
I've had a few slips in the last month and a bit, but the general direction I'm going in is correct. I am becoming increasing dissatisfied with p**n. It's like it's losing its effect on me. It no longer gives me the feeling it did This is a good thing. Reality is beginning to settle in. I might try and cut out fapping as well now. It does have some bad effect on me too.
