Hi I am on day 148 and I had the biggest slip up yet of this journey yesterday. I found myself mindlessly surfing hashtags on instagram escalating to more and more "sexualized" content.. anytime I would see a hashtag that would obviously turn up huge amounts of the content I used to view I would avoid it but I would click ones with a slighter chance of turning up something of that genre with more broad keywords. I wound up skipping quickly over but still viewing a total of maybe 3-4 thumbnails and 1 3-4 second clip of content I used to watch.. it was a huge letdown to myself and I'm wondering if I undid or reversed some of my recent rewiring with girls that have made a huge improvement on my journey. No sex was part of the rewiring mostly caressing, kissing, and sleeping in the same bed as an attractive girl along with many instances of flirtation. Did viewing these in a way nullify these experiences in any way? I know there is no cut and dry answer but I would like whatever opinions you guys have especially long time fapstronauts but all input is welcomed. I also am slowly recovering from pied and know I still have a long way to go. Thanks! I hope you guys have thoughts on this..
