Porn/paws ruined my life

Just writing this as A journal n how my addiction to P and M has ruin me starting with my own relationship my girlfriend she’s been there with me threw this PAWS madness but I can’t seem to stop texting other women have about ten others that I’m texting on the day to day starting to consider I have some hyper sexuality of some sort , I have took accountability that this is my fault I did come to stop plenty of times buh then I just end up seeking other women all over again kind of tired of the cycle , this addiction I have can ruin my relationship just don’t know how to go about it cause even when I stop it’s like temptation is everywhere I take A few months without Talkin to women I randomly get A text now I’m tempted all over again it’s like I’m stuck between doin good n bad and it also make me look at women like just A sex object n im not tryna view em that way thru , just goin thru paws been A long horrible journey overall