So, this month's goal was to be clean for all June. I failed. I don't know what to do anymore. I even feel like my addiction is getting worse because basically, I've PMO'd with my wife in the house. Like, almost in front of her eyes. For example yesterday, she was mad at me, and I was sick in bed. I felt the urge to PMO, so I gave in, put up my phone, and watched some videos. While I was doing it, my wife came in and asked me if I had relapsed. Can you believe that? ... I was relapsing right there and then, in the middle of the question!! I said "Yes". She said... "when was it?... it was Sunday, right?" She was right, it was Sunday, I had relapsed on Sunday as well, but I told her a stupid lie and said: "A couple of weeks ago, not sure what day though". This happened yesterday, and we don't talk since then, I just feel too ashamed to do it, and I'm sure she's really mad and injured to do I as well. Today, when she went to take a shower I PMO'd again. To be honest, I just feel hopeless, and I'm giving up. I don't know what to say to my wife, I don't even know what to say to myself, I don't even know how to feel. I feel helpless. I did reboot last year for 90 days, but then I went back to porn, and since then, I just can't go clean for a single month.
Tines que volver a hablarlo con ella, y bueno parece que ella desea q lo superes, a mi ex eso ni le interesaba en absoluto lo q hiciera , pero claro seguro era porque ella también le gustaba la idea de libertad sin compromiso realmente ....
People come here for help in order to save themselves from the trap they’re in. Why you making it seems glamorous whiles it’s actually evil. Porn is a brain eater, it shrinks your creative thinking and makes you feel worthless. Why fall for something that will decline your growth and life improvement. Anyone who comes to this platform comes for help. I pray y’all get the help you need and get rid of porn forever
If you quit for 90 days, you can do another 90! That's amazing I've never done 90. Don't give up. What's your alternative? This?
