Every single time bro.EVERY single fucking time WITHOUT exception.No one EVER felt good about himself after a relapse.Not even once.It’s always the same story: when the urge kicks in, you’re under the porn spell and it completely deceives you.You’re dancing with that devil dressed like an angel and you think that everything is hunky-dory and that PMO in the most epic shit in the whole world! But THE SECOND after you had your dopamine fix, the second after you relapse, you come back into reality and realize that you’ve just fucked up your life again.And as always all you’re left with is guilt, regret, misery and pain.You letted that devil trick you and literally sold your soul for a short burst of pleasure that wasn’t that pleasurable in the end.Funny thing is that no one putted a fucking gun in your head and forced you to do this, you CHOSE to do it.PMO might be deceiving but you can always make the decision to not fall for that illusion, especially considering the fact that you’ve ALREADY experienced the negative effects of falling into that trap before.You have NO EXCUSE for relapsing, really.So stop fucking around with this bullshit and just ACCEPT the fact that NoFap is the ONLY and highest possible path for you and that you have no other option but to walk this goddam path! If you don’t do this and keep playing the role of the victim/the pmo addict (which in truth is just an excuse for you to get away with relapsing) prepare for everything to go wrong in your life, because it will man.And you just have to look back at everytime you relapsed in the past to verify the validity of what I’m sayin’.I’m telling you, keep playing with PMO and living that wack-ass life if you want but the joke is on you ‘cause you’re the one who’s suffering.
Mistakes are humane. What i've learned though is to not make the same mistakes again every day.. but when a mistake happened, learning from it, so that it doesnt happen next time. Learning from all my experience. Writing insights down. And you're totally right, pmo has nothing of value to offer. It looks fancy, cool, everything the ego desires, but it is self harm, illusion reward, only brings you down, no real fulfillment etc. I have to remind that.. when an urge come.. i directly say to myself, why would i want to waste my life force energy. Why would i want to drain myself, and pretending that this will give me fulfillment and happiness. I will always feel bad after a relapse, nothing is achieved with it. Im happy to get and be free of it. And go in pursuit of real fulfillment in life. Overcoming pmo addiction will be one of the greatest things ive ever done probably. Keep going well bro's
So damm true brother.. No one really put a damm gun into my head and say to watch porn. It all really me who watch pornography. I have a choice to go out of this evil....
Hard words but so true........ the feeling that PMO is the most epic shit in the whole world is killing. This time I will quit all sexual stimuli and man the hell up !
Your awesome man - Your post are blunt and to the point - We choose this, we choose to replace there's no excuse in the world for those actions. Unless there was a gun to my head, there never a good reason to relapse
While I don't agree with the delivery, I certainly agree with your overall point. Thanks for sharing.
