So hello all fapstronauts around the world I wanted to share my story about the relationship I had for about 6 years..you know I loved her so much back in the day and I even waited 1 year for her cause she wasn't ready for the big step of having sex..a little PMO these days but I faped once a day..we faced a lot of problems cause we re both selfish and we didn't solve our problems in time so the problems got bigger and bigger..what I realised about PMO in my sexual experience with my ex was.. 1.Erectyle dysphaction: damn this ED destroyed me..I felt humiliated that I couldn't have a boner with my girlfriend..I left her disappointed and unsatisfied cause the only thing that aroused me was that stupid naked 5$ chicks and that fake scenes in brazzers etc. and I never wanted to engage in a physical stimulation 2.bad behavior : PORN WASHED MY BRAIN!!! I even fantazed my girlfriend cheat on me and have a boner on it and I was jealous and attacked her for no reason !!! ( poor me) 3.low self-esteem: I wasn't proud for myself but porn really took me over.. I hadn't a job I was all day in my PC playing video games and watching porn no interest in life and my girl... So after end this relationship I thought about these moments and how silly and coward I was to act like that to my girl and to MYSELF!!! Porn kills love and your own image so for everybody beeing in a relationship you don't have to think a lot..don't waste time just QUIT EVERY ARTIFICIAL STIMULATION AND GO AND HAVE SEX !!!
man that was a nightmare...i didnt say that she didnt make any mistake..she did a lot...but if i didnt watch porn and didnt masturbated a lot of things i believe would be better..Past is past we move on..
Trust me, DO IT! Quit it for good and your life will change beyond your imagination. Your relationship will improve beyond your imagination as well! Good luck and DO NOT GIVE UP!
