PLEASE JUST DON'T SCREW YOURSELF

Yes , don't screw yourself , don't fool yourself .
Why would I say that ? because I did exactly the same and I suffered badly . I have been the victim of my careless attitude . A careless attitude and a sheer negligence to my masturbation problem and PMO .
I start with a few common excuses I came up with to validate my porn watching habits and masturabation, besides that I will talk about the far reaching repercussions of porn addiction in my life .These are my personnel experiences. let's see how one can advocate porn and masturbation while riding on his high horse .
- Why do I quit when its so healthy .
- Do you know it is such an antidepressant .
- Porn even lowers the chance of prostate cancer .
- Everyone does it , so whats the problem with my doing it , bob does 5 times a day , the other guy does 10 times a week .
- I have done thorough research , scientifically it is totally healthy . even wikipedia says so , see .
- By masturbating I am actually saving society from unwanted pregnancies,STD etc .
- Even some governments do promote masturabation among their adolescents ,I think I am completely fine masturbating .
See there may be some truth in all these things but lets be honest to ourself , noone watches a porn or masturbates because he is so concerned about his health or he is such a philanthropic person , Its straight and clear that we love masturbation and of course enjoy the porn like nothing and we delude ourself when we give such excuses.
But what we miss out here is that these irrational excuses are actually motivating us to resort to more pornography and extreme masturabation habits and before we know it soon becomes an addiction , a perversion . See a casual masturabationis surely fine and healthy. But anything done in access is sure to do harm , in this case it does a total disaster . The effects are quite subtle which we are too blind to observe in initial phase but in a long run it incapacitate us and leave us wondering about the possible reason, when the culprit is in front of us .

Same thing happened to me . Since my first masturbation , I kept doing it non stop giving out my share of excuses , nows its been 6 yrs and I am as screwed as hell . Now I can affirm without a shred of doubt that my porn addiction is to a large extend responsible for my degradation . Though physically I didn't sustain any loss but mentally it had a heavy toll on me . The effects that reflected on my behaviour and thinking patterns are
- Shaken confidence , I have a confidence lower than an illiterate or a child , I start doubting whatever I do .
- Feeling overly conscious and anxious . Are people watching me , are they taking note of all my actions , why is everyone staring at me , have I said something foolish ,doesn't he like me .
- Total alienation . I don't wanna be around people , relatives . Just leave me at my isolated confinements and I am fine . Why the world is so mean , I hate em , everyone is selfish mean creature , I dont give a damn .
- Any social interaction or interaction with peers is near fiasco. Unable to hold conversation . thoughts like " have I bored him ? " ," no one finds me interesting , what the hell is wrong with me" .
- Nervousness at its peak when giving speeches or presentation .
- Breaking the ice with gals is more difficult then ever , in a state of trance whenever around a girl .
- Forgetfulness . What was that damn word , what was the name . God I am damned how the hell I can come across as an Interesting guy if I cant get the right word , the right name at the right time .
- Lack of dexterity and basic skills .
- Poor intellect , memory deficit , degraded aptitude all reflects on our marksheet , and if someone is working then on his monthly evaluation .

So, if somebody has entertained himself masturbating for years then , he is certain to show some of the abovementioned weaknesses or I should say afflictions in his day to day life . These are my observations on myself . People may be suffering in other ways . Well the crux of all this is that never take Porn or masturabation for granted for one may have to pay heavy price in future . So just beware !!
The best thing is that we have acknowledged the mistake at least , life provides all the opportunity to recover, to redeem what we lost . I am all set to get fixed , are you ???

 

Surely u must have faced these things , but now is the time to crack down on our porn habits .
Have some nice time with your wife . Try to be grateful to her .

 

thnks buddy