Please Help Me, to get out of this Rabbit Hole.

Happy New Year folks, today as of 1 Jan 2019 its 18 day on NoFap (Hard Mode), felling good, urges are the there but i m standing still, i m not going in that hole again, from tomorrow regular job will start which will keep me busy, as of deleting porn, i have 2 computers, i have deleted stuff from one but other still hold good amount. But what i have noticed is that there is no urge to switch on PC and see the videos, maybe be because of my porn habit is quite unusual.

i always say to mind when urges come is that this is not real, its just fake, real thing is with real women. reason for not deleting porn from other computer is that i really want to see my willpower, who is controlling me, do i really want to change my life, if yes then i m ready to sacrifice. because i know each and every spot of internet to download videos and can have my collection in just few days if i relapse, But again in relapsing it will be just porn for me, because i m on {No Masturbation & No Orgasm} till death, Only orgasm i want is from sex with women. and top of that i work as full time freelancer Mobile Application Developer, so i can't run from internet neither do it take break from computer, yes i m learning finance full day from 9 to 6. but currently coding runs my home, but i like finance mostly stock market.

As far as physical changes till today 18 day on NoFap => Had Nightfall on 15th day and from past few 2 to 3 days i m getting morning erections, Now i don't its good or bad but you tell guys.

So from today the new year goal for next 365 days, is Make Something Good with Life, enough is enough, its Now or Never.

As always any inputs, long comments, any educational comments, blog-post, video etc are always welcome which will educate me about my addiction.
Any response from old rebooters will be highly appreciated.

Thank You for reading this long post.