When I was 7, I got raped by my brother. The incident had progressed for about 8 years. Then, the sex addiction has persisted ever since. I still love him as a brother but I have to monitor my future kids very carefully. So any parents who are on this platform, please beware of your children if you have more than 2 kids. The day when you have to educate your kids carefully about sex should be very early, typically 6 years old. Do NOT sugarcoat things, and give them the ATTENTION they should have. I posted this as a reminder, and I have forgiven my brother fully. Back then, he was just a curious kid who didn't know anything about sex. It's now my own journey, so I wanna give my 2 cents on the matter, period.
Thanks man. Only a handful of people in my circle know this. Me and my brother, 3 of my best friends. Things get worse if you read my journal. I've recovered from that but the addiction still lingers so I'm trying my best to fight it.
I tried, didn't work. I came to the conclusion that if I labeled myself with my past, I would be haunted forever and never achieve my goals. It's a bit cliche from these words because it's as if I'm speaking from anime or something. The more I think about my past, the more I self-pity. I have accepted these things as parts of my life until the end of my life: my past, my shitty financial situation right now (got scammed, wtf), the 24/7 sexual urges, the high possibility of me not getting a girl for a very long time. Now, I'm much happier. I keep my positive self close, but my demon closer to let it know it's a part of me, and I accepted it fully. Sound therapeutic, isn't it?
