PapaG is back...

Hey guys,
It's been a while since I last posted here. This is one of the few platforms which I feel is a good point to speak out and get some catharsis. Anyway, Im PapaG, a compulsive faptist, been single for most of my life until last week when a girl I have been having feelings for lost a loved one, and I became the shoulder to cry on. A day before the funeral, she just requested to visit my place and have a break from all that was going on and we ended up having sex, yeah, at the age of 29, that is the first sex I ever had.

I thought that nofap was a joke until that day, I have been on PMO since 2009. Postponing getting into any form of relationship. I guess my body had been conditioned to PMO, that it forgot about normal intimate sex.

Well the sex was amazing for both of us...but I couldnt go for another round. It was also very late and I was kinda tired. I also need to mention that I suffer from anxiety and at times I get bouts of depression (I wonder if it could be the effects of PMO).

My greatest concern is that the girl now hints or behaves like we are in a relationship. I have known her for almost 18 years. I have seen her have all kinds of boyfriends, but we have always been close. My folks know her damn too well and they don't like her at all, a factor which bothers me.

So wisemen of Nofap, should I go on and get into a relationship with this girls, break things off immediately or should I let her feelings for me wear off?