OverCome

My day has been tough and I like the critical mass feeling you get from abstaining. I think I have gotten through to myself, praise the Lord. Yes do praise the good Lord!!!
It's hot and sweaty over here and I live on the top floor (crows nest) so when I forget something I have to trail back up there. Here I am.
I refuse to contain my love for God, and this right here my friend is what a breakthrough looks like. No more feeling paranoid, saying "my heads' gone" and staring at the floor. Remember when I said to a friend; Jeez I can't even look guys in the eye!
Praise the Lord! I still find it difficult to post where I should, is it okay to post here? I've been doing well since the end of June, thank you June. July and beyond, bring on 2020.
This occult behavior is contrary to life itself as we all know from experience. Remaining grateful and vigilant one must, let me not take on an attitude of sorrow and rejoice at the victory to gain. I think that my prayers have hit our Creator, and the way of escape is very much now a part of ME. Maybe you know you have locked in a good habit when you don't mind so-called jinxing your self. Heaven, I feel like Allan Carr the EASYWAY guru who cracked the tobacco smoking habit that ruined him, sounds cocky I know.
(blushing emoji) - As somebody with a serial PMO habit, just like my tobacco habit hit 40 a day, progress does get made in the battle. Levels go up.
Wisdom can be sought and powerful weapons can be forged.