"Onward and Upward"

Hi all,

I'm a 21 year old male and an active Latter-day Saint (Christian). Though I don't watch porn, ever since my early teenage years I have found that watching videos of mens haircuts turns me on and leads to me masturbating. (I am straight and have a girlfriend, and have no explanation for why it happens like that.)

I rebooted, turned away from what I see as a sin, and went two years with no problems. In the last four months or so I relapsed and so I want to reboot again. It has been happening once every week or two, so I don't see it as an addiction but it certainly is an unhealthy behavior I want to quit. I have talked to my parents and my bishop about it, but I feel like this community will be helpful to me too.

I'm making the decision to move onward and upward. I feel like rebooting will help me in my family life, my relationship with my girlfriend, my school work, and in feeling less guilt and improving my relationship with God.