I will say it's been one month and a day since I've simply watch porn and even though I have not watched porn I have done M from time to time and today I did My and actually felt bad about little so I am going to incorporate it to my plan to do Hard Mode. I will say I wouldn't say I watched porn but I did see a top ten of DC Comics hottest female villains on YouTube so I believe since I have a more stoic approach to my feelings and feel chilled given the minor slept up on that so like I said I believe I am ready to do Hard Mode. Like I said it isn't on any guilt trip just came to a reasonable decision to do the go ahead. Just give some support if able