obsessed with staying clean

Just because you got triggered by something it does not mean that you have to take actions like fapping to it.

There will be always temptations and you control how you act upon them. This seems more like excuse to fap but who knows.

 

Seeing something that could be a trigger isn't a relapse or reset. I started watching an anime, and during the "commercial break" it showed a cute/sexy drawing of one of the main characters. Previous self would've looked up a rule 34 of it, and I imagined that because of the years of conditional trailing. To me, now in my reboot, had I actually looked up that 34, that would've been a relapse/reset in my opinion, but simply seeing the picture that would've sent me down that path, is not one. Hope that makes sense.

 

I like all posts above..my idea might sound a little trivial, but how about just wiring off for a couple of days!? You can commit to not watch tv for a week. Go out more to nature and don't let the media disturb you on your healing trip. Take a distance from all the distractions like TV, PC.

 

You can. That's what I try to do anyway, but any form of entertainment or anything can be a trigger. Seeing a hot girl go by or shopping and seeing ads. It's just a matter of brain control and preventing prolonged thoughts. You'll always get sexual urges when you see things. That's just what happens when you have testicles, but you get to choose whether or not your brain thinks of those things to an unhealthy point, or you switch your thoughts to something else.

 

Your avatar is amazing. Desert vibes. Whether you realize how much wisdom is contained within the cactus and land lightning doth strike in your blue moon lit sky 'tar, it runs deep brother, thousands of years of native wisdom.