I've been watching porn and masturbating for about seven years, I started very young and I didn't even thought I should stop that, and I fought weakly, I couldn't stop more than 14 days and I did it just three times I guess. I really wish all of this shit ends, I love a girl and I think about her if she knew that I addicted to porn, she would hate me. I hate me and hate my weakness to porn, also I wish to have a nice shape as I like calisthenics and I used to train hard and I was very good but now I'm taking excuses to stop training. I wish this is a new begging that would change anything..
Welcome. I also have feelings of self-loathing from time to time. I've found it's best to let these feelings go. I hope you find success with us.
