Greetings! I'm going to refer to myself here as Brokenfist (interpret that as you will). I was completely unaware of this community until i stumbled across it during a post-PMO bout of guilt googling. I decided to join because I'm tired of being a slave to this addiction which has brought me nothing but misery. I've utilized other programs before, to varying degrees of success (the longest I've gone without using porn or fapping was around 11 months). I hope to shatter that record. Thank you all.
[Are you being good today? You need to not open a browser to view anything and just get out and do something fun like visit a bookstore. Have you defined yourself as a non-masturbator yet? How about Porn? Have you just agreed to not view any for today? Let me know if you will just do that much, OK? then you can get on with keeping away from masturbation and get through the day and night so you can let me know tomorrow that you made it another day. It is about deciding that you are one thing and not another then setting your mind to it to try your best. Virginpaul
Thanks Virginpaul. I've gotten thru all of yesterday and the evening and most of today, and i haven't even felt any compulsion to use/abuse. Getting away from the computer and this environment in general is a great way to avoid falling into the trap. You raise a good point about "defining yourself." Thats something worth thinking about. Thanks again.
