Hello, i have a problem in my self. I feel lonely, it is not because i didn't have girlfriend, i even not thinking about it. My problem is when i give attempt to talk or make friend with someone, my brain añd my emotion become screwed. Because of that, i don't have any intimate friends, i mean person who i trust.
Practice. It sounds simple and easy. But it's not. The more practice you get socializing, the better you will become at it, as with anything in life. In terms of someone you can trust...well, that comes with time. Usually significant amounts of time. And enjoyable activities and conversations and the like. So if you want an intimate friend, you have to a) find someone with similar interests and values and b) spend a lot of time with them (not all up front, but over time). The more you both hang out, the more you will trust one another. I wish you luck!