Wonderful! I sense great motivation and a positive energy so it seems you will be on an upward spiral of positive emotions as long as you keep up this awesome mindset!
Very insiprational story @Phibz.As men we have to love oursleves before we can love anyone else.Just keep working on improving yourself through nofap and other postive activites that make you feel good.We all are doing this for reason,for a better life and to live the life that is worth living.I relapsed so many times this year that I am literally fed up of being stuck in this phase.I looked inside myself and I saw that there is a person within myself that doesnt watch porn or masturbate.I think that you are beginning to realize this yourself ,in that you dont need porn or masturbation in your life it is all fake.Keep moving forward and never look back.All the best, brother!