Hi guys, I've just relapsed after a thirty day streak (yeah, I feel guilty) and I actually wonder what makes me want to do PMO. The reason might be the fact that I'm horny, but I think the real reason why I relapsed is merely the thought of doing PMO rather than wanting the actual experience of PMOing. It is the thought of fapping that probably makes me want to do PMO. I could still recall yesterday that I was fapping for the sake of doing it, and during the entire process I feel no happiness or whatever and I started to question myself why would I do this despite that I knew I will be feeling like sh*t after doing PMO. Does any of you guys have the same problem/the same situation like me? I would just like to hear from people why they do PMO
Yeah I can fully understand. Some days the idea of PMO just seems so exciting. The scenes, the girls, they just taunt me. They wont leave my head. But I've been through too many relapses to know that it just isn't worth it at all. I also know that it is just withdrawals and I quit a month ago. The feeling will pass. I think its also important to actually have real sexual interaction. I can't see myself abstaining for years as a 22 year old healthy male who lifts. My libido is through the roof already lol. Its not as simple as abstaining. It is about retraining your mind to real partners.
