No Ejaculation and Masturbation

I have control now.

 

okay......

 

I have done M without O but I need to cut it out.

 

no

 

...got ya....

 

You may not be touching your body but the images touch your mind.

 

It's called a chaser, it makes you hungry for more. I've struggled a lot with edging. All it does is make you frustrated and even if I avoid fantasy and porn, the pent up hormones will keep me up at night and destroy my sleep until I just fall out of sheer fatigue. It's a no win game that you only play because you want to keep feeling the pleasure to escape whatever pain you are medicating. Here is my recent post on edging:
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/ulysses-resists-ongoing-journal.356154/page-5#post-3766439