New to nofap

Hi, im 20 and I've been fapping since 10th grade and I haven't stopped since. I've noticed myself excluding myself from my friends at school, i had no motivation for anything, and I hardly keep in touch with them since, I do come in contact in them once in a while, but not so frequently. Fapping has made me lazy, demotivated and an inability+ reluctance to do everyday stuff. I've started nofap and it hasn't been any better. I fapped yesterday, and the best streak was 5 days, and it has failed ever since. I'll be keeping a log just as a reminder that I shouldn't fap and move on in life. I look forward to sharing my journey with you all!