New to NoFap, let's do this shit.

Hey guys...
I'm here because porn has ravaged my life. I've been watching porn and masturbating just about every day since the fifth grade, possibly even fourth grade... mind you I'm now a freshman in college. I never even knew anything was wrong until i was a junior in high school, and I started to realize how serious my addiction was, but at that point it had become such a part of my every day life that it was too late to stop. I'm not some social outcast, or some kissless loser, I'm just an every-day guy with a horrible addiction. Right before I left for college this summer, I tried so hard to stop. I went for two-week long periods of no masturbation before I gave in, and I was so proud of myself. I'm in college now and I hadn't watched any porn at all for the first two months of being here, but then I gave in and watched it multiple times this week... I can't let myself fall for the temptation again. Pornography has already ruined my sex life enough, it's made it near impossible for my girlfriend to keep my dick hard for long at all, and I'm barely interested in her for long. Whenever we do kinky shit, I have to think of something I saw in a video to keep it up, which is something I feel horrible about. I refuse to let porn take even more control of my life, and I'm officially surrendering this addiction. I know it'll be hard, but I hope I can find support from this site to help me kick this addiction's ass to the curve and possibly even fix my sex life.