After all these several year gaps of being single. I am now involved. Felling good and ok about everything, but trying to be much more mindful to her and have been making much more of an effort of quitting PM. I realize I have a long way to go. I am also realizing how much this sickness has poisoned my mind all these years. The person I'm with is real and not a bunch of pixels on a screen. She looks nothing like those ladies I once watched and no matter what I have to accept that. Its going to take lots of getting used to... I have chose to take the route of not telling her about all this due to the fact that im already an alcoholic several years into recovery (she knows ) and just dont want to stack that onto her also. Thats just me. Anyways im here again because this is the only place I can be open about all this. B
I have found so much benefit from applying substance addiction interventions to sexual addictions. Congratulations on your relationship
