New Here and Question About Relapse

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Jesse, Nov 23, 2013.

  1. Jesse

    Jesse Fapstronaut

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    Hello guys,

    I'm new on this forum. Decided to join because I really want to get rid of this pornography addiction, it is damaging my life - physically and emotionally (personality).

    I have started to quit PMO for about two weeks now. The temptation is getting worse but I believe I can manage it. My question is that, is it considered a relapse when you have read a book that has strong sexual content? Kind of a funny question hehe. Anyway, it was deliberate (I knew it contained some stuff I shouldn't read). I didn't masturbate as a result though.

    Thanks.
     
    Last edited: Nov 23, 2013
  2. chris4nj

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    No expert, and I feel ultimately it's your call.
    My understanding is that visual stimulation is a different thing. Have you looked at the TED talk on www.yourbrainonporn.com?
    From that I am left with the impression that the visual stimulation on high speed internet is the addiction.
    And, reading something sexual probably doesn't help.
     
  3. dogfoodsalad

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    I agree with chris4nj. It's your call, but I would try to avoid literature like that in the future, as it could be a trigger.
     
  4. Jesse

    Jesse Fapstronaut

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    Hello,

    Thanks for the responses. Yes I did go to the YBOP site. I agree, I'll avoid reading stuff that will tempt me. So far all's good but the temptation, the urge to return to the habit, is getting stronger. I won't give up.