I've been hooked on p for so long now that it seems impossible that I can get clear of it. I make a few good goes at it ever few months, maybe I even make it a month or two fap and p free. Then I let my resolve weaken, rationalize that it's ok, just on look, a cheeky fap. And then it's lookout! As I careen down a three week hours long nightly binge leaving my head groggy and apathetic, body tired and listless, soul shredded and hollow. I'm sure many of you know the feeling. Well, I can't live this way anymore, so I'm here, for the support, and hopefully in time I can be of help to others. Getting married soon, and I need to get my shit together!
Welcome! Until about 10 months ago, I was near-despair about whether I'd ever be free of porn, let alone masturbation. I'm not saying I'm "cured," only that with God's help, this site's help, and making some good moves, I'm where I never imagined. You can do it!
