New Beginning

Hello every Fapstronaut in this website!
I'm 23 years old and I have an addiction.
I need help.
I did register to this website in 2016 and things have been going up and down.
I don't know if I need it at first and I tried to do it on my own.
And now I've realised that I can't do it alone and I needed help from this very community.
So I'm starting over.
Few things to know about myself.
I have been sober since December 25th (I know,2days,not alot).
And I'll try to update this thread frequently so people that reading this could know something about how it could happen etc.
So I'm gonna wish myself best of luck and let the thread begins!!!

 

Good day to you sir!

 

Thank you for your kind words

 

Day 2.
A bit tired today as I'm having an exam today.
I'm starting to feel the urge to masturbate.
It's not to serious,but it gone once I started thinking about happy thoughts.
Speaking about happy thoughts,here's a suggestion:
1)Yakko Warner-Nations of the world
2)Tom Lehrer-Element song
3)HIMYM Marshall's song
4)Neil Patrick Harris musical numbers

 

Day 3 of this thread.
I've been sober for 4 days.
And I feel really good today!
No stress whatsoever!
And because I feel really good today,I'm gonna share a tip.

Always,ALWAYS remember that free time is your enemy when you wanna stop PMO.

Why you ask? Imagine this,it's sunday, you're lying in your bed, don't have a clue of what to do. You take your phone besides you and start scrolling through instagram/fb and stumble across a nsfw post on 9gag. You just mindlessly scrolling through the post until you've reached the comment section. Upon reaching the comment section you see something like this "(insert name pornstar here),yeah she does". And all hell broke loose. 3-4 hours later you found yourself masturbating to the video.
So remember, free time is your enemy.

That's all for today folks!

 

Hello everyone,and Happy New Year to everyone that read this thread. I'm sure that everyone has their own new year resolution and I hope that you guys achieved it by the end of the year.

So a bit of update,today is day 6 in this forum and I have been sober for 7 days!
Not bad at all isn't it?
Well there's a time where I almost loses it. The thought still there but somehow I did manage to not do it. Yay me!
So by the time you've read this,I'm deleting my old downloaded stuff from the world of Incognito. I'm not gonna need it anyway.
The bookmarks have already been deleted in 25 or 26,I can't remember.
Basically deleting every links,videos or pictures that's there.

Have a good day!

 

Thank you for the kind words my friend.
It's a long hard journey ahead but that's just the way it is.

 

Guys,I have question.
This morning I'm triggered in my sleep.
So does that count?
Or do I need to reset?

 

Thank you for your response. Yeah,its hard for me to explain but basically it happened while i was sleeping. But since it was not masturbation then I have no reason to worry about it.

Day 10!!
Well,the last time I didn't masturbate for this long was back in february 2017. Hope it could last a lifetime.

 

Day 12 in the forum.
And I have been sober for 13 days.
I gotta admit,It's not easy.
You just can't stop yourself from those lustful thoughts.
And the fact that I have successfully avoided it for the last 13 days really amazes me.
So I'll be seeing all of you on day 15.
Wish me luck!

 

Day 14
2.20 am
My streak has ended.
I'm reseting the timer.

 

Day 13 in the forum.
9.36 pm.
I'm starting back from zero.
I've reset my Tracker and hopefully reached 15 days.
Wish me luck.