New and Motivated

Hello, Im new to the thread and I believe I have found what I've been looking for. Ive had an addiction for porn or even just getting off with out watching.ever since I was 9. I really didn't think it was a problem because I would google if master bathing was bad for you even if it was 3-4 times daily and I would go off that it was healthy as long as it didn't interfere with your social life. I never felt depressed though, I would go to the gym daily maybe that helped but I would feel weak or not as strong as some of my friends. But my problems started when I first started having sex with my girlfriend, I would finish super fast and she would be like its okay its normal but that's just petty talk which I hated the most. Sometimes I wouldn't even get hard and she would say im nervous or im not in the mood. This really started getting in my head, my confidence and self esteem. I sometimes felt like sex was torture or unpleasant, I would try not to finish so I could last longer but I would stop very constantly and would have unsexual thoughts like my grandma or even insects. Recently I started master bathing without eyaculating and that led to stop watching porn as often. I would masterbate just with my imagination and that really helped with my ed I would get harder when I was with my girl just by not eyaculating but not very much with my premature eyaculation. so I want to start the 90 day NoFap and see if that helps me. At this point I would try anything just so I can enjoy sex without having to end so quickly or have to think unpleasant thoughts and pleasure my gf more. So wish me luck and im sure going to need a lot of help!

 

Thanks! gonna need it