Never could be the man that i want to be

Hi , i am 23 yo i have a big problem concerning the realization of my goals since i started fapping , i feel like a prisoner because i have such a powerful brainwashing concerning this addiction , soon i start my streak i feel that i can never live alife without fapping because i am too weak and i can not support life's problem without it.

I have bright ideas , and big projects to achieve but my output is near to zero , this addiction steal a lot from me ,starting with my focus , my manhood , my self confidence and the most important my freedom because i am not free anymore.

i am always stressed and overthinking , i do not feel life anymore , sorry if there is a lot of misery in my post but i supposed it is the case for hard addicts like me since i started this addiction since my 13 i suppose , always trying to stop it but fail.

Do you think that a PMOer can one day reach the same level as a non-PMOer and start achieving big things ??

Thank you in advance

 

Thank you, i see your point, so the plan would be to create other habits to deal with stressed situation and tk create a new reward pathway in the brain, i will try it.

 

Thank you for the support, to be honest yes i believe in my self but sometimes no due to the social anxiety

 

You can do anything you want with the right mindset that is beleving in your self and in your vison don't listen to the people that say you can't do this or that or that is impossible you have to beleve in yourself and in your dreams and goals.

 

i will work hard to get this mindset , thank you

 

never listen to people that say you cannot do something , always beleve in yourself and the vison you have. You got this good luck on your business ideas

 

Yes i have already done this today, actually i writed down all the possible triggers and how to deal with them, then i established a plan for the urges. Thank you so much for your support