Being addicted to porn and masturbation for about 20 years. I will never watch porn again..it's the ultimate killer, I even think it's better to masturbate rather than watch porn.
You are absolutely in a true mindset with "never again". This is the only way out. This is the hard one but there is a way out. I highly believe you can do it! Please do an advance preparation to quit. And quit forever. Never watch porn again. I hope you a good journey!